been a while!

I still love Justin Bieber but Coffey is amazing!!! My best friend is Weston Lewis _____________. Anyway, he is so helpful...i think i might like him just a bit which is a bad thing.  But anyway i have to go.

Pools to play in...at aunt Pams

Pools, are simply amazing.  It is like a huge bathtub outside!!
We have been trying to convince my aunt Pam to get us a pool and put it on her concrete slab outside.  Why a concrete slab you may ask? Well i don't exactly know why it is there but i have heard the story many times.  They are on their way to wonderful K-mart to get a 13' 48" pool. Yes i know that is so small.WELL THE CONCRETE SLAB IS ONLY SO BIG!!!! So stop calling us cheap. We're paying 130 buck-a-roo's on this thing and I am excited. You should be excited for me also you ungrateful billygoat.  Anyway, i must go for i am going to go lay out in the sun to get a wonderful tan for these nice legs! 

Angry alligators!!

There are soo many things i love...like Justin Bieber!   But many things i hate also. I don't like it when people touch me or ask me if i am okay when i am clearly upset! It makes me so mad i want to tell them it is all their fault, but of course i don't because that would be pretty mean! I know, a lot of people only do it because they care but they need to take a step back and think about how they would feel if someone did that to them.  No i don't always do the right thing either in helping someone but at least i don't ask them what is wrong when they're obviously upset! So just stop and think about that, don't be a doorknob. Guys....SUCK!Well except for Justin Bieber that is.Guys are so helplessly shallow, not that girls aren't either but it is worse with guys because i am a girl.  I don't even know what to say about this...all guys want is a girl who looks like she stepped out of freakin people everyday! Well i hate to tell you but we're only human so you need to just stop thinking were perfect.  And the fact that all of you shallow losers only care about our outward appearances is worse because when we get a pimple or a scratch, if our nose is a little crooked or we seem a little bit to tall or short, fat or skinny then you will not date us. Not every guy is like this i will give some credit but the majority is and i know this firsthand!!!! The adults in my life say "you are __ years old, you don't need a boyfriend" and i know that i really do but i have a problem with needing someone to need me. So guys...no i will not even call you guys you don't deserve that i will call you pigs!...so pigs WAKE UP AND REALIZE WE'RE NOT PERFECT AND NEITHER ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Another thing i hate is when people watch my every move.  It is like..can;t i get a little privacy?!?! I deserve that don't i? Anyway, many days are like this.  My wonderful aunt, not the one i live with i might add is always getting on to me about something.  It is like just because you pay my phone bill doesn't mean you can stalk me anyway, i am done for now! Because i am about to get very angry and you will not like me when i am angry.

Birds and the bees...but mostly the birds I hate birds!!  But i was wondering why is it called the birds and the bees? Is it because the bees have a stinger and that...i don't know what i am saying but that makes absolutely no sense to me.  Birds wake me up in the morning and continue to chirp outide my window.  I know they do it on purpose but it will not be so funny when i get a gun and shoot their best friend.  Birds just think that they're better than us because they can fly but i have some news for them..we have hands to kill them with.  Never in my __ years of living have i liked a bird. And as for bees, i am allergic to them so i can't like them.  They think they're so cool flying around my head and threatening me until i squish them or their little buddy.  And the whole time i do it i sing the song... I'm bringing home my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm bringing home my baby bumble bee Ooh eee it stung me! I'm squishing up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm squishing up my baby bumble bee Ooh ee it's all over me! I'm licking up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm licking up my baby bumble bee Ooh eee needs salt! I'm bringing home my baby dinosaur Won't my mommy hide behind the door I'm bringing home my baby dinosaur Ooh eee it stepped on me! cking up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm licking up my baby bumble bee Ooh eee I feel sick! I'm (throwing up noise) my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm (throwing up noise) my baby bumble bee Ooh eee what a mess! I'm sweeping up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm sweeping up my baby bumble bee Ooh eee my mommy loves me! I caught a little baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I caught a little baby bumble bee Ouch it stung me I'm squishing up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm squishing up my baby bumble bee Ooo, look at my hands! I'm licking up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm licking up my baby bumble bee Ooo, I feel sick! I'm throwing up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm throwing up my baby bumble bee Ooo, look at the floor! I'm mopping up my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm mopping up my baby bumble bee Ooo, look at the mop! I'm wringing out my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm wringing out my baby bumble bee Ooo, look at my hands! I'm wiping off my baby bumble bee Won't my mommy be so proud of me I'm wiping off my baby bumble bee Ooo, look at you! Anyway, that is the song that i think of when i kill a bee. Does anyone know why in the world it is called the birds and bees because i still can't figure it out!

 

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Please tell me...what is interesting to you out there...although i will continue to put my life everyday for a year!!

my view...care to follow?

Never say never...i absolutely love Justin Bieber!!  That is my opinion on it though. I am not one of the crazy weird obsessed freak fans but i do like him a lot.  Many times people say "Wow! You're __ years of age!" But i don't care.
I decided to make a blog because i figured people may actually care about what i do in my life.  So i will spend the next year getting on everyday and recapping. My life is not the most exciting but it isn't the boringist either.  Before i tell you of my day today, June 11, 2011!! 
As a little cute child many "horrific" as my family would say things happened.  I was abused sexually, physically and emotionally.  I moved around a lot and got picked on in school.  Anyway, eventually...the truth came out and i now have been in therapy for a year.

My day today was not average for the life i live.I stayed home until 6pm.I am always on the road going somewhere.I live with my aunt, uncle and her three children.2 attend college and 1 is my age.As i woke up i watched a movie called "riding in cars with boys" and waited my turn for the shower.We are currently residing at my aunts house because there is a pin sized hole in our unit at home.  Anyway, after i got in the shower i sat on this very computer until 6 watching things on Justin Bieber and throwing out random comments to the college kids best friend who lives with us from South Africa.  At 6 i laid out in my backyard listening to Justin Bieber and complaining about how much he has changed to the members of my family.  We later got a call from my boss and the rest of the families that she wanted to meet at Rush's before we go swimming at the community pool of hers.I ordered a chicken sandwich basket and the fries were to salty, the chicken was too dry! I think i should have complained.They put a lemon in my tea and i didn't even ask for one! As we sat there and ate we talked about Finley Park (a park in SC) and...well sex.There are some sick things that go on in this world. We went to swim in the pool and had to wait outside of the gates for about 15 minutes for our boss to show up saying that she is part of this neighborhood. When we got in i swam like i haven't in swam since well forever.We talked about many things with Todd, our boss's child who is 30.  He was afraid to go into the water without his life jacket so he put it on and went in:)We stayed past closing. Yes i know, were rebels.Anyway going home we all(as in me, the 2 cousins from college and their best friend) all sang along to old songs.I am now here...on this couch...writing about my day to you. 

What a wonderful day i know!! :)